emotions take you over

During my long walk awhile ago past 2 a.m., I realized some things.. The only person we could really trust in this world is ourselves. We earn some for others, but basically we should pull it from ourselves more than anyone else.

Walking is not that tiring at all, especially when you’re preoccupied with a couple of things. You get to see which streets are lit and which are dark. You get a whole picture of the sidewalk that you always see in a blink of an eye every time you pass by it with your ride. You get to be offered food by some drunk people. You get to be appreciated especially when a group saw you passing by. You get to make your heart beat faster every time a dog barks or some mysterious things come closer.

Love is innate. You can’t really help it. If it’s real, it can last a lifetime. It’s somewhat hormonal, and those hormones keep you in touch with your loved ones even if you aren’t physically together. It can’t be solely for one person alone. Love is everywhere and the only way to happily survive this world is to love everyone and everything. I consider myself polyamorous for starting to understand how sharing love should be even if it isn’t reciprocated at all. Emotions are temporary in nature, and so are feelings. The catch is, feelings are harder to build and wreck than emotions which can be just stimulated similar to how hormones are stimulated.

FML

Anonymous asked: How far would you go to protect the person you love?

I can go the distance. :D

Love is a hormonal attachment, or a sort of bonding. You first experience it as a baby when you and your mom once bonded inside her womb. When you were born, the stores of oxytocins in your body make you feel connected with your mom’s, that’s why you find her the most attractive being in the world. As you grow up, things change, and you are exposed to diverse stimuli you can be attached to. Some may end up attaching themselves to people and creatures they care for, some to inanimate objects, and some to things they never saw but believe are real.

I miss the last time I was sick like this and someone I truly love took the effort caring for me, getting mad at me because I was noncompliant with rest. :{ cold!!

It sprung from one seed, that hoped to settle for a fertile soil. Nature took its part of taking toll to growth. Once, it aroused to be one little plant, standing against time and weather conditions. From there, it had already built and established its roots on the ground. It became a solid mass of wood, sturdy. For awhile, it blooms, emitting a shine like that of one constellation at night. It flourished with its twigs and leaves. Maybe it was a good tree. But sometimes, it was meant for another purpose. Human consumption. They can get rid of these leaves easily, but what was important was the tree didn’t ever let go. Didn’t ever give up.

I miss the days when we would wake up and we’re both catching time to come to school but always fail to do so early but kept on running just to show that we took the effort of coming earlier. Catching our breath. Galloping steps. Trembling heartbeat. It was meant to be.

Whatever you do, whatever your goal is - make your life easy! You can always dream, but plan out things you can only reach with your hands. Take steps, not leaps of faith. The only thing true about believing, as faith is concerned, is believing yourself. If you don’t, then who would? If you don’t see “God”, make yourself one so every time you look at yourself in the mirror, you see God in you. Be the master of your own life, because you’re the one who holds it. Nobody else does. You make the whole production of your own life. Some people say, you are the actor and some “far being” controls its direction or writes what is to happen. You aren’t sure of that, so just believe in yourself. You can do what you think. Believe in yourself. Let your mind control everything. Believe and so shall it be.

But sometimes, you can. Everything’s not absolute in this world. Everything you say or do doesn’t apply all the time. The only thing constant in this world is change.